Damn his love. No, I am not referring to any definition of love found in books written by well-educated men with capital letters following their names.
The kind of love I’m referring to is insane by its nature and is a true contradiction in words. To be honest, it isn’t really love but the reverse of love. You hate yourself and hate this feeling so much that it returns full circle as an animalistic deep yearning that can only be soothed by its master.
This love, or whatever you want to call it, if you were unlucky enough to have possessed it, is the kind of love that brands your soul with a red-hot iron as a testimony of its existence. And then it’s ripped from your grasp once you’ve learned to live with the pain.
I know there are non-believers questioning its presence, consider yourself blessed for your ignorance.
Now for those who are damned due to this Insane Love and are still trying to mingle in with the world as normal and are hoping to once again to find the devil who seduced you, this message is totally for you.
‘If you seek, then you will find’… and you will know him by the gleam in his eyes that catches you off-guard, and by the fragrance of an expensive cigar that lingers long after he has left. It will be found in the gentle touch from a handshake that demands your attention and causes your pupils to dilate. There is no darkness around, but you know the darkness is coming. The chill in the air says you will soon be covered in his darkness and you can’t wait.
You will know him by those brief intimate moments when there’s only the two of you in a room filled with people – time stands still. Those seconds won’t be measured by human clocks, but by an enchanted clock that measures eternity.
Yes, all of these things will signify your devil’s presence, but the true telltale sign will be when he calls your name. His voice causes a warm thunder to rumble through your entire body, increasing your heart rate, and causing a cold sweat to spread across your brow. What’s left of the angel within you falls to her knees for mercy and leaves you yearning for more. Because when the devil calls your name, it’s like no one else has ever said your name before.
No, not like this, and no one earthly will ever call your name the way he does.
Do you like to flirt with the dark side? I invite you to enjoy the first two releases of the ETERNAL TRACES SERIES.